talking about the bravery, im thinkin if i should buy the album. HEH. but i just spent 18bucks on marion raven. gee. and gosh! they are coming to sg to perform! darn. i cant go cause im broke and it'll be like only 2 weeks after goodcharlotte! :( oh well. i wanna go for baybeats! anyone free this weekend?

anw saw this comment on MSNBC web on the London bombings:

When the press stops reporting terrorist attacks, terrorist attacks will cease. The only way the world can know about these attacks is through the media. Is a terrorist going to blow himself up if the only people that know about it is himself and his victims?
Jim Taylor

doesnt it make so much sense?

SOMEONE HURRY DECIDE FOR MEEEE!

oh well. moving away from that, i got back 4/5 of my jcts alr! pretty happy with them. kinda expected la. except for chem. i thot i flunked it! i only touched the tys like 3/4 days before the test?! alright. so two As for physics and chem. a C for maths (damn lousy!) and D for econs. phew! i didnt fail econs! i passed! my mcq pulled me up cause i failed both drq and essay. whoops. now waiting for gp to be returned. LETS HOPE FOR GOOD RESULTS. so that i can go watch goodcharlotte on tues in peace. :D

went for billiards these two days. i was on form! yeah baby! ever since how long ago. i rmb there was this winning streak in funky when i kept beating dora and jon. like i didnt even have to aim alot. it was all by instinct. looks like my instinct is coming back. TEEHEEHEE. oh btw. billiards today was fun and weird. ahah. there were lesser ppl this time round. so much more peaceful than yest. ugh. and the first thing they asked me when i entered was 'HEY CAPTAIN! wheres your team?!' i was like what?! ahah since when i was captain? and what team? the female team? ahhhaa. oh please. so i replied 'haha. yumin is not in sch today.' 'huh! your team only two ppl? the rest leh?!' 'oh. the rest..they dun wanna come.' 'HAHA! so the female team namelist only two ppl!' lingyi added 'eh! u the captain leh! must get them to come one wad! wheres the training schedule?! roster?! mark attendance?!' someone else said 'HHAHA! no! shes the only one. so she come and mark her own attendance can alr!' haha. i was like wth. lol. so anw it was damn funny cause ya, i was the only girl there and whatever they said was very true. wheres the female team? i wonder.

so anw there was this new gal who joined billiards! and i didnt know! and once she entered, one of the guys was like 'hello! your not the only girl here. there the captain of the female team is there! (points at me)' aahhaha! i was damn shocked. and the gal thought i was year2. whoops. so err i sorta introduced her to some stuff and we started practising at the table. den jx and some other guy signalled to me to go over and they were telling me that she isnt that good and as a capt, i should coach her! OH MY GOD. i dont even play that well myself, how do i coach her?! so wad i did was just observe her a little and corrected her posture and cueing. okay at least she learns so its not that bad. hahah. den moved on to the pool table! YEAH! had been waiting for it all along. played quite a few games cause there was like NO ONE at the table basically. played with this guy. I DUNNO WHATS HIS NAME! darn. but heck, i beat him once! with nice neat shots of 7, 8, 9 balls. WHEEEHEEEEE! den slacked around until in the end, there was only THE GUY, lingyi and i in the room. lol so damn weird. so i hurry left after they finished their game. and finally, they said byebye to me. HAHAH! and they asked me to call tianyi? HAAH. why?! err, not like i have his number anw. hmmm.

okay im not going for the outing alr. gee. so sorry guys. this class gathering has only 14ppl turning up for it. so sad. hope we can all meet again. like after wl's dance perf cause i know shes dying to go get tanned. ahah. oh well.

woah izznt that great! i slept at 11 last night and woke up just in time for lunch at 2! and practically slacked my day away infront of the tv watchin hk serials and pool. and of course coming online to check out what i've missed the past three days. looks like i did not miss out much.

sch's out for tj today and darn i spent the whole day at home! was planning to go pool with shijun the pool queen but i was so friggin tired. im like BURNT and aching all over cause of kayaking and vball. my whole face is red like a tomato and it hurts! i hope it doesnt peel. NO IT CANT PEEL! school's starting tmr! :x applying loads of aloevera gel to my poor face to prevent it from peeling. hope it works. i spent 1/5 of my allowance on it. :(

okay im so jealous now! 64 has holiday till thurs! unfairrrr! boohoo. imagine the no of times i can go sentosa, pool and wake up at lunch time with two more days off! even my senior class has chalet today! urgghhh! so envious now. boohoo. oh btw 4j is having outin in SENTOSA this sat! whee! okay. i dunno if i shld go cause if im gettin back results this week, i'll prolly get grounded. plus im already burnt like shit so my mum will scream at me if i tell her im goin sentosa again. heh. i shall decide on friday night again. lol.

talkin about results, i hope i pass every subject. yes A LEVEL passes please. i place my hopes on gp and physics which i personally felt that i did rather okay. the rest...heheehee. -weak smile

im sad and frustrated! i need new songs in my zen! time to move away from marion raven! but i can fine no one who can dl songs. boohoo. and wl's always not online! -cries

64 outing was great! finally met up with my hc classmates! so happy! :D we had bbq with lots of leftover food again. lol. bbqed from 6+ till around 10. shijun and i pitched our own tents! we felt so accomplished cause there were no instructions and we figured the whole thing out ourselves! :D took a picture with the pitched up tent and declared it ours for the night. lol. and every single one of us rented an overnight bike! oh man the plot of land next to our pit was turned into a bicycle-park by us. AHAH. went night cycling along the beach. and gambled thru the night till 4+. tried to sleep in the tent but the ground was so bumpy and insect-infested. i couldnt sleep at all and got up at 530 and gambled again. HAHA. then suddenly the dark clouds came real quickly. before we knew it. strong gales started blowing everything away. ahah! the playin cards we left on the table were strewn all over the place and the glass bottles all got blown off the table! the sky became horrendously dark! it was so scary! like independence day. lol! we scrambled to unpitch all the tents, dumped everything in sight into the tents and rolled about 20 bikes from the one end to the shelter in less than 5mins! and the winds were so strong our tents almost flew away. LOL. thank god the storm subsided after one hr. phew.

den left at 1030 and met yumin.got out of the wrong underpass, thus causing both of us to arrive almost an hour late at harbourfront. met the rest and set off for sentosa! whee! reached the beach and everyone started stripping and headed for the sea! lyndon was exceptionally high after drinking the vodka-in-a-toothpaste-tube. LOL. soaked in the sea for around half and hour and bought the package thing. played lil of vball, tanned a while and we went off to kayak! kayaking was so fun! although the area allowed was damn small. urgh. that was why we kept colliding into each other like bumper boats. haahh. tried to form a star formation and the exceptionally-high lyndon started to capsize over and over again like it was so damn fun to fall off the kayak. hes mad. and hes damn sick in the head too. lol. oh and throughout the whole time we were there, we kept complainin about the fat souls quite near us who were half naked and in bikinis. LOL. HAHAH! and we kept eyeing couples behaving intimately in the water. LOL. so funny! lyndon and i almost disrupted one couple when our kayaks were moved closer and closer to them by the strong waves. lol. we had to hurry steer away before we encircle them. HAHA! and yumin almost murdered randel in the waters when randel kept teasing her about AHEM. HAHAH! after that we played some rather exciting vball and called it a day. i was so happy to be able to bathe having not bathed AT ALL in east coast the whole night. HAHAH! oh well. and now im not only tanned, im burnt! i forget to apply sunblock to my face! (THIS IS LIKE THE WORST THING THAT CAN HAPPEN TO ME) so my face is red and black and i had to spend 10bucks on aloe vera gel to prevent my skin from peeling!! hoepfully my face stays fine. im radiating heat like some heater. ooh, im so hot. HAAHHH! okay okay cut the crap. im drained and sleepy and my eyes are tired. i should go sleep now before i become a zombie.

alright. STOP BROODING OVER IT. get a grip chiki. life has to go no matter wad. who ever said life was fair. it has been and will always be a bitch.

hahahahahah! im so excited for the next two days! its gonna be the best times of my life man. gonna join s64 for camping in east coast tmr! yes! they gonna have bbq and pitch tents and camp overnight! WHEE! lots of catchin up to do indeed! pity wanxin cant join us. URGH! miss u sister! :(

den the next day gonna rush down to sentosa with my tj classmates for class outing! whee! we gonna buy the package yumin has been talkin about! gonna kayak. play vball pool frisby blah blah and most of all TAN the whole day! sounds like a whole load of fun is awaiting me! hope i dun pass out on monday morn from the fatigue for not sleepin tmr night. HAHA.

i love holidays. MUGGING-FREE HOLIDAYS. we should have more of these. to hell with those sch work! they are hindering the progress of the young generation! we should be allowed to play! cause thats what we are talented in! issnt that all about the system in sg? we need diverse talents in society! HAHAH! logic logic!

anw! JCTs ARE OVER! say HOORRAY! okay. maybe i should not. cause i guess im pretty screwed. lol. econs essays were alright. but drq. woohoo screwed! mcq already 3 or 4 wrong. yeah baby. and MATHS! i totally threw a 6-mark qns away cause i couldnt show an eqn and thus i skipped the whole part. then i realised that the answers could have be calculated using the given enq so i could have gotten 4/6 marks!! plus i gave up on some parts. so yeah..u guessed it. GP was surprisingly GOOD. ahah. i could write! as in i was writing so quickly i spent 5minutes pondering whether i should write a long conclusion or a short one. hee. ooh den chem was rather okay. i think its screwed too. phy was slightin better. ahem. hope i make it with 2 AO passes and 2 A passes den theres no need for a date with the principal. :|

anw! went to suntec with clara yumin tracy zhiwen lyndon sammy and daniel and we watched WAR OF THE WORLDS! woohoo. it was FANTASTIC. and so freaky! and the aliens are like damn smart! they suck human blood like vampires do and they know how to not eat the clothes and rip them off the humans! HAHA. okay yumin and i were damn sadistic laughin at most of the parts. whoops. but i wouldnt mind catchin it again! anyone?!

hee! finally im going sentosa on monday! class outing! whee! im dying to get tanned man. and i miss the beach so so so much! its been 10mths! way too long man. boohoo.

then the fire fades away
most of everyday
is full of tired excuses
but it's too hard to say
i wish it were simple
but we give up easily
you're close enough to see that
you're.... the other side of the world
ohh.... the other side of the world
you're.... the other side of the world
to me.

oh well. im happy with myself today! i could do differentiation! i could do qns i couldnt do like at the start of holidays! HAHA! thats like amazing! woohoo. and i came to realise economics is really interesting! hahaa. okay everyone's gonna hoot me soon but really. the econs textbook i borrowed from loreen has enlightened me on so much that i even found some parts funny(?) oh gosh. thats like SUPER weird. but i actually laughed at a part on monopolistic competition :x

STUDY CAMP! yeah im back! friggin shagged now! and i have no idea why! not enough sleep/rest i think. oh gosh. these 2d1n camp was pretty fun HAHA. cause we fooled around in loreen's house all the time. we only got down to REAL muggin for i think 12 hours in two days? HAHA. gosh. thats like damn pathetic. and we ate hell lot. we ate and ate and slept and watched tv and ate and ate and slept and slacked and gosh. i think this study camp is so lousy! WHY! because of loreen the host! lol. keep feedin us food and snacks and chips and even made us go for prata supper at 10+. oh haha! talkin about supper. we only returned to loreen's hse at almost 2am. LOL. cause we went to pool in amk with these 3 guy friends of loreen. GOSH. feeling guilty, i went back to intense muggin when we got back. and mugged till 430am. but i wasnt feelin sleepy. HAHA. nearly froze on the swivel chairs w/o blanket until loreen noticed me at 640am. lol. den slept all the way till xinyu called! it was 910! GOSH! we were supposed to meet for breakfast but apparently claire xiuyi and i all overslept leaving her alone! OH MAN! haha. wanted to rush down but since she has to go for chalet anw, we cancelled it and i went back to bed and woke only at 12+. den mugging officially came to a standstill after i woke up. haha. muggin totally turned me off but i still managed to finish readin pdt and costs. den started experimenting with loreen's hair and tried a cool hairstyle on her which failed NOT BECAUSE MY SKILLS SUCK but because loreen's hair was overly-smooth. it kept fallin all over. lol den she tried on me. not bad for a first-timer i would say HAHAHA. oh well.

anw! notice i didnt mention abt sentosa. YES I DIDNT GO! sobs sobs the sun was so bright and hot today! the prefect weather for tannin! hurrhurr. the trip was cancelled cause both wl and i were stayin over in sheena's and loreen's hses respectively den we dun feel like going. ahah. alright. so it was our own faults. oops. but the sun was so nice it was so tempting! boohoo. cant believe we'll have to wait for another 2weeks before we can go. but hopefully then EVERYONE can make it since its after the shitty common tests! YIPPEEEEE YEAH! hohoho. i cant wait to play vball! tan! swim! and ride a MOTORbike! woohoo! sentosa rocks my foot.

well so do study camps! lets have more camps! hopefully they are not study ones. HAHAHHA.

anw. HOTMAIL IS DOWN TOO! wads the friggin prob with these msn stuff! ugh i cant check my mail and log into messenger! being online is so boring for once! boohoo.

anw watched this err.. prog and it taught people many many nice nice DIY hairstyles which totally rock man! and there was this punk rock hairstyle which was friggin cool! ooh! im gonna try it later! hahaah. :D

sentosssa saturday! WEILING HURRY REPLY WAD TIME U WANNA GO!!

went back to sch for pw today. lyndon wasnt present when we needed him most! ugh! the interview qns were with him we could do shit w/o them! boohoo. but we still discussed the survey and divided some work! yeah! quite productive! :D

den took a bus all by myself to marine parade library. (god knows where the hell issit!) was lookin outta the bus frantically all the time like some idiot trying to find taonan. finally found it! was so excited! lol. finally located yumin elaine and randel and studied from 2 to 6+. lol nearly got chased out. stupid randel hogged my zen thruout the whole time we were there. leaving me with only one bar of batt left. urgh.

anw borrowed this cool book 'How To Be Idle' and its so funny lol. and it tells me that we should ignore alarm clocks and sleep till we want to wake up LOL. heres a snippet:

Ah! how delicious it is to turn over and go to sleep again: 'just for five minutes.' Is there any human being, i wonder, besides the hero of a Sunday-school 'tale for boys,' who ever gets up willingly? there are some men to whom getting up at the proper time is an utter impossibility. if 8 o'clock happens to be the time they should turn out, then they lie till half past. if circumstances change and half past eight becomes early enough for them, then it is nine before they can rise. they are like the statesman of whom it was said that he was always punctually half an hr late. they try all manner of schemes. they buy alarm clocks (artful contrivnaces that go off at the wrong time and alarm the wrong people) ... i knew one man who would actually get out and have a cold bath: and even that was no use, for afterward he would jump into bed again to warm himself.